hmmm. this night is one of the most blase night. hey come on, saturday night should be such a bliss. now, i am all alone. no one is around me. i got no one to talk with/to. what a suffocate! heh, i don't deserve this. and futhermore, Rasy didnt response since this morning. oh-my-god, it was very very disappointing. i dont know what on earth he will be doing now and next. i thought he was the one who will cheer me up. but yet, he wasn't! esh! i hate this situation to hell. gila bah ku uleh nya. banartah! banar eh! So nerve-stracking. everythings burnt into ashes. heh. i cant not stand it anymore bah. at first, yes i am used to it but not now. hmmm, okay my grammar is getting worst now. i really have to go. what a dumb heart-string. :')


baby, don't backstab. 9:44 AM

HAHA. i met F tadi, he came to my house. just to have a small talk and chill. haha. ia pakai kereta vios, idk whos car is that. tapi rugged bah that car ah. kami becerita arah his car booth, not inside it eh. gila tu. we stand there saja. and cerita cerita lah. Pasal daily routine. 'awu saja tia' the most frequent words yang kami cakap. haha. and one thing i love, he said, 'makin kurus kau jah ah dulu berisi jua kau.' haha. i have to admit it. as a matter-of-factly, i lost weight since i was sleepless this lately. hee. i want to lose it more. and lagi, the time he stared at me, i blushed extremely. payah ku menahan malu sampai kan ketawa saja ku. haha. dont you did the same way? eh luruskah? haha. apalagi ah.. hmm, awu, ia kan jadi my clown. haha. and not to forget, he bought me a nescafe and chocolate nips. hehe. nyaman kan saja tia. haha. ia lagi menyamal kan balik saja pasal muka ku macam marung. haha. it wasn't true at all. but atleast, he had faded my boringness tonight. THANK YOU ALOAD F. hehe. how i wish you will be my friend, for ever and ever. okay. i love him as my friend and my cousin. ;) no hard feelings okay. alright, i got to go. goodnight and farewell. =D

rasy's heart.


baby, don't backstab. 6:14 AM

today Sept 13th. many things happened. sweet and sour. in the morning, i woke up late around 6.50 am. haha. because i didnt set my alarm, i just set it for sahur. i did sahur at 4 am, and went to sleep again at 4++ am. okay, i'll speak in both languages down towards. hmm, tadi pagi aku kan marah-marah saja. pasal si ehsan woke up late jua and sudah ku siap kan ke sekulah, baru tah ea kan beusai, last last inda jua ea sekulah. membari sasak jua tu. at school, baru tah i cool down a bit. and my assignments lagi buruk. hesh. but i love my english literature class, tadi i learned the crucible and listened to the conversation. and bio class too. and faiqah was fooling around. we talked and joked. cium tin susu and butt grabbing. HAHA. faiqah's ideas. i love that girl as my so-called sister. ;b and at 12noon, im home and have my rest. onlining jua, si o5 pm me pasal the match. hee. i didnt reply him because i was asleep. hmm, as usual id done some cooking for sungkai. And im missing rasy too much. he didnt text me up since morning. hmm, nevermind, im okay with it, i guess. okay ive to go now. byebye.

rasy's heart.


baby, don't backstab. 5:56 AM

this is MY FIRST blog and i know, i am just too little too late of this thing. hehee. well, i am FEEZA, and i go by the name, FEE. a buttch of detavougsbuttch-ass. *i LOVE my babies. and yeah, i am someone's girlfriend. Ak md amirul rasy bin Pg anak ishaq is his name. *i love you more and more each day dear. ;D ive been known as KAKA FEE in general because a teacher called me a 'veteran or veterent' student. *idr how to spell it. HAHA. malu eh. i am used to be a talkless girl but writes more. i don't how to make a joke. karang inda cali, kana ucap saja ku. haha. narrow minded eh. i don't know what to write lagi. so i'll post later.

rasy's heart. ;)

Labels: an introduction.

baby, don't backstab. 11:11 AM