15th september 2009! happy first monthsary baby! haha. well you know, i havent been celebrating anniversary for a year. so yeah, im excited!! hahaha. i love you baby. and everyday im missing you. :) we had great time together today. we went out for sungkai with some of his friends at wywy. they were fatin, nabilah, nana, sheila, amal, ilyas, safwan, boh. and i enjoyed the day. sheila's birthday is coming up, i heard. and i need a dress. hahaaa. i rarely wear dresses for god's sake! need some help here! maigod, i got to go. its almost two am now. i got class at 9 am later! chow!

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baby, don't backstab. 10:14 AM

its 3.45 am brunei time right now. and currently im watching definitely, maybe. :D where i should do my revision. hehehe. a month to go. 19th oct is the day. and hell yeah, i got extraclasses to attend on this first week of holiday!!

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baby, don't backstab. 12:40 PM

Alright. All i want to do now is wailing. Reasons? I think today is a kind of my bad day. or should I say, hari kempunan? oh mahn, this so not good at all. im craving for pearl milk tea!!!! its been a month i didnt drink it!!! i went to easyway today at around 8 but the pearls habis! i want PEARL milk tea, not just milk tea. i want the pearls. I love them, im missing them so bad... :( the time i got in the car, my mum asked me why and i said theres none left for me today. very unlucky. and i also said like this, "kempunan eh. kena talan buaya tah ku ni." My mum was liked, very furious and worried.. she totally loathes it, didnt like the words i said. she asked if i wanted to buy some other drinks but i refused. Sorry mum, didnt mean to make you worry.. she knows that im a pearl milk tea freak. She knows ive been craving it for ages. maigooood, why am I so down? Aaaaaa, another one. Mum asked alus to buy nasi katok for sahur. She bought two only, one for me and one for alang. si abang didnt want it at first when mum asked him. it was like, balik2 bah mum asked him, still he said he didnt want one.. BUT, when alang ate his nasi katok, abang kept on peeking him! mengintu bah ia ah. mum told abang to join alang eating the nasi tapi inda mau. he wanted the other one which was supposed to be MINE! membari marah bah this boy, awal2 inda ia mau. how i wish i could knock on his face. But what to do? mengalah saja tah. Thats what old people say, yang basar atu mengalah saja.. hmmm.. now im fucking hungry, theres nothing to eat for sahur. Isnt that bad? :( im so sad and almost cry. just because of pmt and nasi katok. what a crybaby. im starving man! kan gila saja inda ni, kusut! SIGH. this is not a small deal, what if im not breathing the next day? what if it happens that i am found dead in my bed? kempunan bah ku kempunan. haish.. bad things can happen and it will make you feel guilty. Thats not a good thing people. NOT. damn, why on earth im doing this? its pissing me off. it ruined my mood and everything! Im sorry especially to my mum..

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baby, don't backstab. 1:00 PM

hiii, sorry for the no-update-for-decades hahah. im lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mahn! and yes very the busy! just finished the qualifying exam, the results will be out in few days time, maybe. hmmmmmmmmmm, so whats up? whats up with me? well, finally i met my man. hahaa. sorta.. his name is saufan but sometimes people pronounce it wrong. they said safwan instead of saufan hahaha. it is SAUFAN, alright? hahahaha. i dont want to talk about him here, just to be safe and its for our own goods too i guess, i just dont want to expose him. :)

blarrrrrrggghhhhhhhhhh, i just realised that my blog kena spammed hahahaha atupun faiqah told me, or else i will not know at all. stupid people. whats wrong with him? insane kah? or inda tedapat blog sendiri? you are so pathetic and disgusting. get a life man, and grow up please!

a month from now, i will be sitting for my o level so wish me luck baby! <3

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baby, don't backstab. 11:06 AM

How old were you when you had your first relationship?
- 15. 0.o

Are you taken/single?
- happily taken <3

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
- 15. (H)

What color is your underwear?
- cute purple. :p

Do you like anyone right now?
- no. i love someone <3

Ever had your heart broken?
- yes, thank you. :)

Miss anyone right now?
- maigod, so much!

Who was the last person you sent a text to?
- baby <3

Last person to text you?
- baby, still.

Last person you saw?
- alang.

What was the last thing you said to someone?
- nadaaa~

Who is top in your top friends?
- saufan.

Why?
- ia kambang iatah aku sayang ia. :D

Who do you trust the most in your life?
- myself.

Who do you love?
- family, friends and pan baby!

Ever been in love?
- im truly, madly, deeply in love now. <3

Who has hurt you the most?
- that man. :)

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
- yes and it was sucks.

Are you happy?
- am i?

How many good friends do you have?
- dvbs.

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
- yeap, and it hurts alot.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
- for our own goods, yes.

Ever been cheated on?
- million of times.

Ever been told someone loved you?
- yes. <3

Ever told someone that you loved them and meant it?
- yes, *nod nod.

Not meant it?
- girls just want to have fun.

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
- so far, im happy and hope it will be longer than what i expected. :)

What is your idea of true love?
- the key is trust and honesty.

When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff?
- let me think first.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
- it depends.

Why or why not?
- first sight might not always true.

Do you believe it is best to have a friendship first then love?
- sometimes, i do.

Do you believe that love can be found in bars or is that too much of a risk?
- that would be fun. haha.

Should people go to bars to find love?
- i would if i could.

Or should they go to places where people who like what they like hang out?
- too common.

Should men and women be expecting the other to buy the other gifts?
- i have no idea. men always give? haha.

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baby, don't backstab. 5:15 AM