seriously, i have nothing to tell. theres a total zero. no stories at all. maybe ada but i think its better to keep it untold. just dont want to talk about it. all in my head now are revisions and exams, SOON! im fucking tired, did this and that. and i want to go out. fortunately, Insya Allah, dad will bawa ke BSB this thursday. hope so! okay, im tired. bye bye now.

sigh.

Pjass.

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baby, don't backstab. 9:43 AM

at library with leepah and baby meraa. hahahaha. tapi main laptop dulu. hehehe.

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baby, don't backstab. 11:53 PM

im lying on my bed now and listening to alus. she's singing like a person who just know how to sing. very suck. she also made fun of tutu, esan's lil teddy. she seems jobless, panat kali because couldnt sleep. iatah ni keraja nya. membuat bising and menggembirakan hati orang rather than herself. sometimes. hahaha. but yeah, she's funny, to death. good humour. at times, annoying. she plays alot bah thats why lah. nevertheless, high blood pressure ni ah this girl. very bad tempered! berijap, too sensitive jua eksen saja badan basar.. hahahaha. ;p but whatever, i love you still sister. no matter what. hehehehe. :D nah now, shes sleeping already.. haish.. sweetdreams baby~

Tadi at school, sir faris said the qualifying exam will starts on 12th aug but last time tcr rafidah said 15th eh. which one ni? eh who cares anyway? I do! not well prepared, i still hve tons of topics which i havent revise especially biology and geography. chemistry too. where all those are the important one. mampos! hahahaha. i got carried away lately by my conditions or maybe surroundings. really i didnt have my mood. back to school stuffs, insya Allah, later we'll go to the library. study group. but im not yet sure what subject we will be discussing there. if possible, all subjects.. well, excluding bm and english. haha. i can study them by myself. obviously.. LOL! faiqah is still on her 3 days holiday. mc. siuk eh. hahaha. Get your leg well soon baby! but without you, i feel lonely. i miss you bah. LOL. ;p seriously, our class was sunyi if faiqah is not there. weird bah. it doesnt feel good without her jokes.. hillarious and ridiculous. hahaha. shes the best giggler in the world! i bet you.. hehehe. :D aaaaaah, yes. Tcr rafidah already gave us topics to be revised. POA. for paper 2, the topics are ; Trial balance with corrections. Analysis and Interpretation. Final A/C and Balance sheet with adjustments (sole trader). Control Account. Double Entry. for paper 1, it will cover all topics. gilaaa. hahahaha. it will be easier if there are less formats to be memorised. but what to do? just accept it as it is. sigh. damn, bio lagi tia. from the very beginning up until the recent topic, nervous systems. lagi membunuh. lol. again, what to do?? hmmm..

i want to sleep but not sleepy yet. i will try.. daa~

Pjass ♥

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baby, don't backstab. 12:35 AM

currently, im at easyway with baby mera. hahaa. shes my mate. the cool one i think. it was a last minute plan though. pasal no afternoon class yatah ni. ehhhhh, cubatah belajar si pijah ani. ani biar yaa main laptop. yeah, im here pasal kan main laptop and pearl milk teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! hahahaha. missed it so much. mera treated me though, hehehehe. thanks babyyyyyyy. this is why i love youuuuuu. tia karang. hahahaha. nada wahhh. me sayang you kali ah. swear! :P

today, school was okayy. and faiqah was absent. during bm, we did composition. to be precised, minit mesyuarat. it waasssssssssssss tiring! gila wah. it was like kan patah saja inda wah my hand ani. punggung pun sangal duduk, baik jua inda menangis. hahahahaha. melampauuu. break time, we talked and joked about hair. durang imagine wah rambut panjang sampai ke lantai then bejalan sama bf, sekali bf nya atu tepijak rambut nya atu. hahahahahaha. apakan, nada jua cali. yeah i know im not good in joking. :( hahahah.

and now i check my fb, addicted already! not good eh, i spent too much time on my fb bah. aduuuiii. aaaaah yessss, i cut my hair bah. and its short like shorttttttt! i missed my long hair, hahaha. yatah aku ani luan setaie kan gunting rambut, bida tah pulang. hahaa. some random pictures i got there. malas kan upload banyak, karang jatuh cinta kamu. hahahhhaahahaha!



baby, don't backstab. 11:25 PM

i dont get it why people have to repeat saying the same things. as if there were no other things to say. sudah tah repeating the same things, marah marah lagi tu. who do you think you are? are you thinking that you are the only person who have feelings? who can be angry? happy? HOI! aku ani apakan? robot? nada perasaan? inda pandai marah? awu, kamu saja pandai marah, kamu saja kan happy. i just dont get it wah. or is it me? yang inda mau paham paham? entah eh. im just too tired with this same things. mengalih ku kana marah saja ani, kana pressed lagi. banyak lagi kan ku pikirkan. im too young for this, i know you might be disagreed with me. malastah ku ingau lagi. sangal ku sudah bah. i rather had no feelings at all so that i will not feel any pain. tsk tsk tsk..

Hmmmm.. My english teacher gave back our paper 1 and i got 45 out of 60. 2nd place. i dont know either i should be happy with it or not. paper 2 balum lagi teacher count the marks i think. next week baru tah ada, hope so. and we did chemistry practical yesterday. Period 7 and 8? It was hot and hot. we rushed wah as the time was not cooperating with us. hahaha. berabut benar. we did titration only anyway. salt analysis inda sampat buat. nasib. hahaha. it was hot and then rushing lagi, bebau usul sorang sorang. hahahahaha. funny bah.

I learnt something yesterday from my english literature teacher. we did the short stories and this time, we read The Accompanist. its a nice story. about a blind devotion. low self esteem. self discovery and self understanding.
my teacher asked us, 'had you ever idolise someone badly? Or giving your life to someone wholeheartedly?'
I did ask those questions to myself but i think i havent reach to that time or moment yet. probably some days later. She also said that try to accept people as who they are. and be happy with you are right now. and it really made me thinking man. bekarut dahi ku memikirkan how to make it works. hahaha. Literature is fun. We learn something new everyday. its just way too interesting. But dont ask me to teach you literature right? never ask that. stress karang. hahaha.

I have a new lovely haircut. lovely tia karang. hahaha. nanti tah ku upload pictures. actually i dont want to talk much but terlanjur banyak tia. hahaha. and i want to have a boyfriend wah but malas jua ku. ngalih ku bah. haha. bah bye people.

Adios. Pjass.

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baby, don't backstab. 10:15 AM

well, ive been losing things lately. my perfume, my bracelet! oh i really lost it! What a coincidence. cos for my paper 1, i wrote a story about a time i lose something precious. i was panic, didnt know what to write so i just made up a story about losing my bracelet and now i really lost it. hahaha. it was weird. Stupid eh.

News flash, my mom told me that my sister kan kawin next year. hooray for you! and im happy, so happy to know! alas, ada big function and the first one! hahaha.
ada before this, kaka said to alus like this, "cubatah si pijah yang kawin dulu ah, dapat jua ku sama si ayen cincin." And i said, "batah lagi kau menunggu tu eh." alus interupted,"kawin kau awal jah." hahaha! lucu wah. How was that possible? funny sisters i have. :D

ive been thinking to stay away from everything. but i dont know, if i can make it. i know i will if im willing to do it. now im stepping back to whatever i got involved in or with. i just want some my time, being alone and maybe self exploring. cos lately im stressed out and kinda messed up. and i want to make and do things right. AND, aku kan diet! gained weight ku wah. hoho!

So people, i will be back when the time is right. perhaps with good healthy life.

Assalamualaikum. :)

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baby, don't backstab. 10:22 AM

hahahahahahahaha. apakan~ happy aku ah. yes im happy, atleast. Thanks to dani. haha.

English Qualifying Exam will be held on this saturday. Wish me luck people. Lets pray with me. :)

Pjass.


baby, don't backstab. 11:46 AM

around 8ish tadi, we off to Bunut. all of us. bcos mama wanted to buy kain for raya there, at De yad (sp?) so there, kami pilih pilih kain lah. haha. and tada, i choosed green. smooth green. Lawa.
From there, we went to kfc sengkurong for dinner. during dinner atu, ada kinda lucu convo for me. haha.

My sis; ma, kalau persiapan untuk betunang banyak kah? mahal?
My mom; nada jua eh. nada mahal banar.
My sis; siapa saja kan dipanggil kan?
My mom; tani tani saja bah tu. family mami sama babah jua. durang tua, amit mu apa. nini mu jua.
My sis; oh..
Suddenly, my dad looked at me cos at that time he sat next to me.
then he said, "kau jangantah dulu. belajar tah rajin rajin. puas tah bekeraja. barutah pikir kan kawin."
i said like this, "nada eh. boyfriend lagi nada. dangan siapa jua ku kan betunang. sama hantu?"
My dad; apa? anak datuk?
I was like, 0.0 apakaaaaan~ haha. aku jua kana bawa bawa. i kept silent saja after that.
Dont be worried dad. i will make you proud. One day later for sure. This daughter of yours is going to prove to the world that she can do best ever. Though we come from so-not-wealthy family but we will be. not wealthy maybe just enough cash to live and feed us. So dad, trust me and i will never let you down. I love you dad.

Pjass.

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baby, don't backstab. 12:16 PM

know what? Its 5 in the morning. and just know i heard dads alarm bebunyi bah then i was like, ohmygod, TIDUR! aku tidur eksen eksen, afraid that dad will check on me cos yesterday he caught me wide awake around 5 i guess. he was shocked.
he said, 'eh balum tidor lai, tahan mata mu bejaga. inda sekulah karang?'
I just said, 'sekulah eh.'

Hahaha.. Not funny enough eh? *knock your head!

Anyhoo, i love this lyric.
'dip it low, pick it up slow, roll it all around, poke it out like your back broke. Pop pop pop that thang, imma show you how to make your man say 'oooo'.'

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baby, don't backstab. 2:05 PM

happy sweet 17th birthday to my sister, Alus. you're getting bigger and taller. oh how i wish i was taller than you. sigh. well, be good sister and wish you all the best. and dont cut your hair till youre told to do so. thats what my dad said to her and maybe to me too.

Big but, im fuckolutely, seriously, desperately need to cut my hair. please daddy. :( pendek sebahu saja bah. its still okay. it will be the last hairdo for this year bah. So please? mama said okay already. dad was like, at first okay then not okay then okay again. like what. haha. Dad ah? please. SIGH.

To respected parties, if you feel like i was talking craps about you behind your back, you shouldnt feel that way. Because i have my life to live on and got other works to do than just wasting my time talking asses. so dont bullshit me, peace.

Pjass loves icecreams.

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baby, don't backstab. 1:23 PM

Welcome back to school students and whoever. Im not happy with that cos im a bit scared, yknow right the virus is spreading terribly and so rapid. 20plus were infected each day is so not funny. Right? Hmm, better be more cautious and take a very good good care of ourselves. Next, i didnt attend my first day of the third term. I was not feeling well. Not serious though. Just minor fever. And seriously, ramai yang absent too. I heard 70plus kana suruh balik awal cos theyre unfit. Lucky me inda school that monday. If i were, kana suruh balik jua tu. Lol. Tuesday i came to school, and it was hell boring. Suffering berabis ku during the class. Manatah inda, i didnt sleep and took too much coffee. Gastrict tia pulang and sorry teacher i didnt turn up. Hehe. Too pain bah. Next the worst thing happened, my laptop rosak. Sigh. kana marah tah ku ni. :s darn! bah, im off. its almost 4am now. i need my sleep.

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baby, don't backstab. 12:50 PM