i dont get it why people have to repeat saying the same things. as if there were no other things to say. sudah tah repeating the same things, marah marah lagi tu. who do you think you are? are you thinking that you are the only person who have feelings? who can be angry? happy? HOI! aku ani apakan? robot? nada perasaan? inda pandai marah? awu, kamu saja pandai marah, kamu saja kan happy. i just dont get it wah. or is it me? yang inda mau paham paham? entah eh. im just too tired with this same things. mengalih ku kana marah saja ani, kana pressed lagi. banyak lagi kan ku pikirkan. im too young for this, i know you might be disagreed with me. malastah ku ingau lagi. sangal ku sudah bah. i rather had no feelings at all so that i will not feel any pain. tsk tsk tsk..

Hmmmm.. My english teacher gave back our paper 1 and i got 45 out of 60. 2nd place. i dont know either i should be happy with it or not. paper 2 balum lagi teacher count the marks i think. next week baru tah ada, hope so. and we did chemistry practical yesterday. Period 7 and 8? It was hot and hot. we rushed wah as the time was not cooperating with us. hahaha. berabut benar. we did titration only anyway. salt analysis inda sampat buat. nasib. hahaha. it was hot and then rushing lagi, bebau usul sorang sorang. hahahahaha. funny bah.

I learnt something yesterday from my english literature teacher. we did the short stories and this time, we read The Accompanist. its a nice story. about a blind devotion. low self esteem. self discovery and self understanding.
my teacher asked us, 'had you ever idolise someone badly? Or giving your life to someone wholeheartedly?'
I did ask those questions to myself but i think i havent reach to that time or moment yet. probably some days later. She also said that try to accept people as who they are. and be happy with you are right now. and it really made me thinking man. bekarut dahi ku memikirkan how to make it works. hahaha. Literature is fun. We learn something new everyday. its just way too interesting. But dont ask me to teach you literature right? never ask that. stress karang. hahaha.

I have a new lovely haircut. lovely tia karang. hahaha. nanti tah ku upload pictures. actually i dont want to talk much but terlanjur banyak tia. hahaha. and i want to have a boyfriend wah but malas jua ku. ngalih ku bah. haha. bah bye people.

Adios. Pjass.

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